ONCE UPON A TIME,


ok.
HI!HELLO!
umm... lets see what happened yesterday... wait. shoots i forgot.never mind..will write when i remember:]

okee.. today...was okay lah. the last period was literature. we had a test and... we were very noisy. some were whistling. some were accusing some other people of cheating.. and so on and so forth.

AND.. JENGJENGJENG...

IT RAINED! muahahha..
so i and the others were superbly wet. when we reached bustop.. hani asked for comb.. hahah okee.. you might not find it funny but i kinda do. yeah i am lAME!

reached home.. daddy bought for me a new torchlight for camp! WOOHHOO...
den i asked him to buy for me CAVANA.. [have been craving for it since morning] but he said malas.. so i asked him to order for me pizza but cannot. so instead.. i ordered MC DELIVERY!!

-mc spicy meal
- hot fudge sundae

*full*
*shivering*

okay.
TWO EXPRESS FIVE is a mess..
not only the cleanliness but the .. uggh.. forget it. its just too diffficult to put in words.

sheesh. i dont know what i am going to do with my future. I might want to graduate with a university degree. but look at me now... i am failing some subjects. I do not even know what I want to do when i grow up.

A singer?A doctor? A teacher? An actress?

singer? i cant just depend on that right?
doctor? i am failing science

how?
life has its ups and downs
i am the bottom

i somehow always find a way to cheer someone up
but its difficult to do the same to myself.

can you do it for me?

i am tired
i stink like mad
i am in a lot of pain like as in my body
i have to go to the airport to send my cousin and laptop.
i have home econs to do.
i have to find clothes for the musical
i need money
i wish i can sleep well.
i hope for the best for my future and my loved ones... [amen]
i think i better get ready now or i will be late.
i have to go now.


to SALMA : have a safe journey there and back..
see ya soon.

this song is soo for moi

Natasha Bedingfield: Single lyrics

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you


I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't


[Chorus:]This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood


[Chorus]


Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

WOOOHHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went singapore idol ..........
veryvery fun...
but cannot hear them sing properly.. and the comments also...
but still.....
when before the show started.. the idols went out and kinda greeted us.. so then Hady was like looking at my area there .. then i gave him a flying kiss...and... he gave me back a flying kiss...
wheeeeeeeeeee.... **melts**
den... i got to shake hands with Daniel Ong.. den i also shake hands with Nurul... den when Matilda everybody shaking hands... after everyone quiten down... i shout at her "MATILDA!! YOU ROCK!!" den she hand out her hand and gave me a high five...
oh!!
den i also gave a flying kiss to PAUL!! then with the cheeky smile..he gave me a flying kiss!!!!
YIIIIIIIIIIPEEEEEEEE!! **melts**
den my hand brushed against JONATHAN's?
den when we were goin out at the road there..then..we saw a chevrolet car... den the guy's head looked familliar... den it was GURMIT's!!! den he waved at us...

IT WAS A SUPERB FUN EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiya.....
i am like always coughing..
sheesh...
and i am supposed to save my voice for the musical...
shitified..
umm.. i am trying veryvery hard to study... ouh who is goin singapore idol?
me and dinie want to bring books so that during commercial breaks can study.. i hope..
what should i wear..
i am like lacking the energy i used to have.. this is what happenes when i am sick..
i feel like i am useless as a vice-president of drama.. like i know nothing... the sec ones always ask me.. when i myself do not know.. shit.

wow! i cannot believe it.. i got a new girl cousin...
maybe tomorrow i go and see how cute she is..
heheh.. I CANT WAIT..
what should i do tom?
-play soccer
-study for geography common test
-watch fireworks?
or all?
hmm...

okee.. my mom has gone bonkers in a good way..
anyways... i watched COACH CARTER.. and i didnt know that Channing tatum is in it.. goodness gracious ... he is so FINE!














melts.. he played in SHE's THE MAN.. thats where i saw him first.. i want to watch his other movie.. STEP UP.. anyone watched it yet??looks good..
HAPPY SHALLALALA...
that time i was sad now i am happy.... okee i must save up $16 for a lipgloss
and another $15 to watch THE LAKE HOUSE [unless someone wants to blanja*hint*]
anyone wants to play soccer? tell me..

today...
is my mom's birthday...
umm.. i said happy birthday to her and also said this"i love you so much that i hate you" i feel bad but sometimes i know that it is the truth.
umm.. today i was actually LATE for school!! me and hani and a whole bunch of other people.
then otw to EAST COAST.. i slept and woke up with tears in my eyes.. dunno why..
so we started to pick up litter.. and then suddenlly we started to take like loads of pictures..
and then.. we went back to school..friends and i ddecided to eat @ mac.. but it was like jammed packed.. so we ordered MACDELIVERY? and we waited outside sch..
after that me and atiqah went to moi cousin's house and helped her do some stuff.. yeah....and then wanted to rent DVD but atiqah meet.. *****!!! so i wanted to go home lah.. and it turned out that my cousin bought tickets to the movie CLICK and two of them not gonna show up so she asked me to go.. i ran like a mad pig home and to the cinema.. hahahh..ANYWAYS... THE MOVIE IS GOOD ... WATCH IT.... after the movies ....we tooked neoprints and my cuzzie's fren OMAR.. his pic was like so FUNNY.. his one the animation is the nose got nucus coming out of his nose.. but its FAKE... den i went to buy swensens ice cream cake.. and went to NTUC with my maid and bought all the kinds of food i loovvee to eat... cause got my dad's cashcard.. hahah.. when i go home i ate two mochi? drank polka green tea ate tiramisu and ate rice with kailan and mushroom... NICE!!
ouh ya.. got one part at the beach.. one of the pics kayan was like frowning after taking the pic we laughed like mad... OUHOUH!! DUMBASS ROSHAN!!i said something to him and he said this " YOU GOT PROBLEM ISSIT?" den i said yah lah den he run after me.. i was running like mad at the beach.. he caught my t-shirt from the back and didnt let me go ... den i was like running but not moving.. and adila i think managed to take a picture.. hahhah FCUK him!! UGHHH SUCK AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways is tuition so important?
mom is now naggiing

i think that everyone else including me is going through a phase of their life where everyone starts avoiding you but not totally and your parents are totally not listening to you..[okee wait not totally also]and the world around you has vanished[not totally]
i dunno why...
okee i wish i can go on a shopping spree which i know would not happen and but just hoping.. cause i have not bought a very nice thing for myself for like three months now and that is just not normal of me. and now i wish that god would open up my mind and show me that i am failing as a servant of god and as a daughter and as a student and as a friend . cause i want to improve myself and do the best. cause i can feel that i am failing.. i thought that sec two would be the best year of my life but there is a lot of things that has happened.. and i cannot erase the past.
ouh what the frog!
please mommy can you bring me shopping?

i do not feel like sociallizing
i just feel like everyone else's deaf
i feel like i'm not in the same world as everyone else
i feel like i am all alone
i want to seek advantour
but i cant seem to find it

i am what i am
i am sick of this life
sick of this life

i feel like god is getting futher from me
the devil has hypnotized me
i want to be closer to god
and i know its never too late

my life is changing to the colours black and white..
and soon i will die
and face god



nobody is listening
not even a soul
can u feel me?
can you see me?
can u hear me crying ?
i'm singing my heart out
but not a sound comes out

i am sick of this life
just sick of it

umm.. i saw BALLACK's new haircut...
he is like practically botak!
but he is still cute at certain angles...

today school was okay.. had a lot of events for assembly.. FUNFUNFUN!
yeah.. then drama..den umm..me,soleha,nadiah,shafiqah& atiqah ate at the mama shop..
now i am half full..

umm.. i am bored these few days.. and always tired.. no one listens to me anymore...
I AM SICK OF MYSELF!
uggh!
i hate people now..
some of them make rash desicions..[jangan tearase]

my mom makes me feel like i am am USELESS..sometimes..
she is like not layaning me aanymore..

OUH..
THANKS TO SOLEHA...
she thought of the idea of 'what the FROG'
yeah instead of what the fish..
cause got this DUMB GUY..stole it from me..
FROG HIM!
ouh i also make anotheer one.. in arabic..
fa alif qaf ya di depan ..
those who knows would understand...

I AM LAME..
skinny